2009 was full of both good and bad things. the best thing to happen in 2009 was the arrival of my beautiful son, colby jace! for those who don't know details, he was born on december 2nd at 7:14 in the morning. he weighed 7 lbs. 5 ozs. and he was 19 1/2 inches long. he is perfect and i adore everything about him!
hannah started kindergarten this year. i am STILL in shock that my baby is old enough to be in school and she's been there since august. she makes me so proud! she is the smartest kid i know and she excels in school. she gets happy faces every day and she is learning so much. she can read so well now and she comes home every day singing a new song or reciting a new poem she learned. i'm so proud of my princess and i know she will continue to do awesome in school.
i moved out of my mama's house in february. needless to say i'm back with her now, but i am very happy right now and very lucky to have such a great mom! she is the best support system i could ever ask for and i would be lost without her. i love you mama and i appreciate everything!
i started the year off with earl. we ended things in august and i was completely devastated! i cried all the time and i would have done anything to get him back. i learned from this though! i learned that i am much stronger than i ever gave myself credit for and that i don't need him. he will always hold a place in my heart, but just because he gave me colby (even though he denies that colby is his.) besides that he is nothing to me. he hurt me worse than anyone ever has and i am thankful now that he and i aren't together. i was miserable with him. i just didn't realize it then. and as ashamed as i am to admit it, i put hannah on the backburner for him. i was an idiot and i will never let another "man" come between me and my kids.
crusty came back into my life this year. i'm glad she did. i missed her.
2010 is going to be my year! i am going to go back to school and do what i need to do to make my kids proud of me. im not going to let myself get brought down by dumb things and i refuse to let the stupidity of other people get to me.
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